Think of another time when you really struggled in life. First of all, many people are given a choice to stay in the afterlife or return to life. Thanks, too, for your engagement with the site. Or are they going to tell your stbx that he shattered your heart after you stood by him for 20 years or that you should have told him to take a flying leap when he called you after doing the same discard for 8 months? I could cry myself to sleep, alone and scared in the desert, fending off wild animals and drinking my own piss, and I'd be more alive than I am right now, so what difference does it even make? One day I can be a terribly negative person and can only see everything in a negative, cynical perspective but maybe on another day I am more open to looking at alternative view points. My life and experiences aren't the same as yours, but I think that I understand and empathize with the way you feel. That is not a marriage, it's a prison. They can add meaning and they will really be grateful.
It's really warming to know that something positive can come out of tragedy. And I know that killing yourself is not the answer. His pure voodoo powers are strong. So I wrote this letter to my mom, and all the moms and dads and loved ones who know someone battling depression. When I was 8 or 9 years old, I can recall my brother and another male urinating on me and some of it going into my mouth and they were laughing as they did it.
It was the pilot who saved those passengers. I also know that when the pain and desperation become excruciating for a person considering suicide, the love and support of others becomes only a small solace. I have received many offensive and rude comments due to my short stature; yet, I am told that I imagine it or get over it. To that puppy, you are it's entire world, the biggest source of happiness in it's entire existence, and the thought of leaving my puppy behind helped show me how selfish I was being. And her unimaginable suffering was absolutely unnecessary in my view.
But those moments are far in between and so rare i have a better chance of winning the lottery. But I'll let you know, I'm still here. I couldn't even go up to her casket. He is who he is and this is my problem. I told her I had no food for the next four days, she did nothing.
You are safe and secure here. I would hope your friend would only want you to be happy. When i dont want to be anything. I cant have any relationship in dating anymore because i dont talk much. Everyone on this page is fighting a silent battle like this, we have talked, we have talked until we are blue in the face and yet somehow it is still there. Hey Ashley20, good you hear from you, how have you been? This is like packing when you have a month of vacation left.
Please, consider the pain of your loved ones if you do this. And all cheated on me. I think the feelings of wanting to kill myself have passed for now. To make matters worse the last things I ever said to my friend were bad so ever since I've hated myself for it and for a few months now I've just wanted to die, I don't to kill myself I just want to full asleep and never wake up. In the meantime, please check out for places where you can get help by phone, text, email, or online chat. And then I feel even more at fault for making everyone feel so bad, and that makes me feel like an even bigger piece of shit than I already am. Remember that you cared for your friend, and maybe there's someone out there that feels the same way about you.
Her dad, who worked tirelessly to keep her and the rest of the family sheltered and fed, but still found time play soccer with the kids out front or set up the make shift water slide in the summer? But reading what you put here, how you can be so open and honest. No one gets to mourn your loss until everything is over. I really think death by over dose or becoming a human bomb is the best way to go. No feeling or passion lasts forever. One person may have been the one to break it off finally, but both are likely to be responsible. And, on a positive note, the Universe is entropy. Here if u want Hey demonblaster, I have my second psych appt tomorrow.
I just hope this time I can actually let go and jump. There are still some issues but I feel far more equipped to deal with them now. Hi Miss Ninjafox and welcome to our community forums Things are sounding very bad for you Ninjafox my heart and hand goes out to you. Let not the loved ones point the finger at the suicidal, at the deceased. While reading here of other peoples reason of wanting suicide…I realized that some people here only have little problems compare to mine yet they think the solution to their problems is suicide, ironic indeed! I believe tha some people are resistant to therapy and that it is just impossible to change the way that people think. Allow it to happen and it will.
No emotion, great or small, lasts longer than the body experiencing it. Whatever you are dealing with, can you consider that you still can craft a purpose for yourself in life in the months and years to come, whatever that purpose may be? If a person is in the process of dying because of a terminal illness, it can be safely assumed their mission is complete. They throw you in the hospital and give you a script when you break down, but you have to ask your mother for money she doesn't have to fill it while your dad has health insurance. What if I don't come across the way I want to? If the couple does get together, will there be further threats later on about some other matter? However, given how commonly statements such as yours are uttered, that may not be possible. If she died, she couldn't lose the fight anymore. I knew it was, I knew it wouldn't get better either.